15th of May is suppose to be my birthday… but never felt any excitement for my birthday… never felt that my parents were ever willing to celebrate my birthday… no parties no gifts not going out… nothing…
Birthday suppose to be the happiest day at least for the youth… but for me its never been any special. I lost the number since how many years I’m not ABLE to or not celebrating my birthday.
I remember, when My last birthday got celebrated I don’t know how old I was… but that time none of my friend turn out for my birthday, since then I don’t remember my parents have celebrated my birthday… my so called friends did not turn out was that my mistake? why I was getting punished?
There is no one on planet earth who don’t like to receive gifts… forget about birthday gifts… and when you receive your birthday gift from your parents that makes you feel happy… that makes you feel top of the world… but I don’t remember when I got my last gift from parents. Its not like my parents don’t give me any thing… NO… they do give… they love me very much… but birthday gift is birthday gift…
It hurts. Gift is a token to remember the occasion… but I hardly have anything in my cupboard… and it hurts more… when you see they giving gift to others on their birthday… My elder sister gets something as her Birthday gift… my brother in law gets gift on his birthday… its only me who is unlucky about it.
And that’s why I never felt my birthday as any special day for me… take example of today… they bought ice-cream as my parents grand son wanted to eat ice-cream of my birthday not because… it was my birthday and to celebrate they called them… its not a story of my this birthday… this is the story of all my birthday
it hurts every year…
